Inspired by Jealous (Poem)

When Labrinth said 
“I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin 
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes”
I understood in a carnal way 
I too am jealous of the sun
The way it kisses your skin leaving little marks 
That should be me
I am jealous of the water that you bathe in
It turns your fingers into prunes
I hope I affect you that much
I am jealous of the snow
That lands on your eyelashes
It’s closer than my lips have been 
I am jealous of the seat 
That has the absolute privilege 
Of holding you up 
I am jealous of your blanket 
It covers you when no one else will 
It protects you from the things that go bump in the night
I am jealous of your gloves
It holds your hand when I can’t 
Is this all this life amounts to? 
Loving you and then grieving what we should have had? 

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